Healing Out Loud: Aqil’s Story of Psychosis, Love, and Hope


April 3, 2025

Aqil’s journey exemplifies the power of resilience, self-discovery, and the transformative impact of compassionate healthcare. Born in Indonesia, he moved to Canada at 17, seeking a fresh start in a place where he could embrace his authentic self. “I remember stepping off the plane and realizing I had left everything behind – my family, my friends, the only life I had ever known,” Aqil recalls. “It was both exciting and terrifying.”  

Starting over in a new country was daunting, but Aqil managed to build a life filled with love, community, and a sense of belonging. Then, the COVID-19 pandemic struck Toronto, and with it came an unexpected blow: the abrupt end of his committed relationship. “I thought I had found the one, but it was not so,” Aqil shares. “It was heartbreaking, and I felt completely lost.”   

Lockdowns had already deepened his isolation, but this emotional turmoil led him to spiral into psychosis. He was admitted to Humber River Health’s Inpatient Psychiatric Unit. For the first time, he understood what was happening to him and found care that not only treated his symptoms, but him as a whole person. 

After discharge, Aqil was referred to Humber’s Early Intervention in Psychosis Program, a specialized program that provides care for individuals aged 14 to 35 who suffer from psychosis. “The care I received was life-changing,” says Aqil. “It helped me understand myself in ways I never had before.” 

Aqil forged a bond with his care team, who walked alongside him as he rebuilt stability and his confidence. “The team became a crucial part of my life,” Aqil says. “With their support, I’ve been able to rebuild and move forward.” 

The experience also brought Aqil closer to his family. “This was their first real experience with mental health professionals,” Aqil explains. “It opened a new level of understanding between us. It’s been a journey, but we’ve grown together.” 

Aqil’s piece, “Bloom with Grace Wherever Life Plants You”, is a visual ode to growth and self-love. “Creating art helped me heal,” Aqil shares. “Seeing my emotions take shape on paper was powerful—it gave me a way to express what words couldn’t.”

During his time at Humber, Aqil rediscovered his love of art—a powerful outlet for healing. His piece, Bloom with Grace Wherever Life Plants You is a visual ode to growth and self-love. “Creating art helped me heal,” Aqil shares. “Seeing my emotions take shape on paper was powerful—it gave me a way to express what words couldn’t.”  

Today, Aqil channels his hard-won insights into The Empowerful Project, a social impact initiative he founded to support others navigating the difficult transition from hospital to daily life. Through post-discharge care kits, accessible resources, and creative tools, he hopes to make the healing journey less lonely. 

“So many people leave the hospital without knowing what comes next,” Aqil explains. “I want to create something that helps them feel supported.” 

Looking back, Aqil is grateful for the care he received. “Humber gave me the space to reflect and heal,” says Aqil. “I see how much I’ve changed – not only in my recovery but also in the deep empathy I feel for those experiencing psychosis. Healing from it is a tough journey, but with drive and the right support, it’s possible.” 

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Providing vital Mental Health Support for our community, Humber River Health’s Mental Health and Addictions program plays a pivotal role in addressing multifaceted mental health needs and stands as one of the largest in the GTA. Learn more at HealthcareLives.ca